All my life, I have suppressed my trauma. I moved on from the trauma, doing my best to have a life for myself. Unfortunately, I was not LIVING. I WAS... SURVIVING and surviving on automatic. I had repressed emotions and memories for so long, it just seemed normal to always display happiness and that nothing was truly wrong with me.
As a result, my life has been where my past runs my present. That is where I'm at now. My life is a mess. Because I have not dealt with anything until now, I a having to learn many things, heal from many things. One day, i know that with all this healing I'm doing, my past will no longer run my present OR my future.
As a result, my life has been where my past runs my present. That is where I'm at now. My life is a mess. Because I have not dealt with anything until now, I a having to learn many things, heal from many things. One day, i know that with all this healing I'm doing, my past will no longer run my present OR my future.