So a week ago, I posted day, night, and late night the post asking for help for a week straight. And for a week straight I got no answers, no help, no nothing. And that really pissed me off.
So many people claim to be my friend but when we come calling for help? NOTHING BUT SILENCE. and it sucked. I wasn't asking for much. Many people that me and my husband know make good money and can afford $5 or $10 to help us. But did we get any help? Only one person help us and that was about 3 weeks ago. He was the only one.
But what I did get was a response on how hateful I sounded because I specifically said that I it made me sick on how no one wanted to help us out. As a result, I got angry and defensive by the comments. It was suggested that I talk to only my small circle of friends or to my husband until I was no longer angry. Well, I didn't take to that very well. I found it to be rude.
So she found me to be rude and I found her to be rude. But I specifically stated that I would not change my tone, nor back down off how I feel and if people didn't like how I talked, then they can un-friend me on face book.
So I'm new to this emotion thing. I don't know how to handle them. And so far, doing a bad job of handling them. I'm either expressing myself in a very angry manner or I'm eating myself to death to cover up the pain and hurt.
I don't know how to handle criticism as yet. I feel like I'm being attacked and don't know how to see it any other way. This is something I'm going to have to talk to in counseling about to get a clarification on how to get a handle on this.