I know it wasn't me having a stroke or having symptoms of a stroke - I know what those are like. It was nothing like that. It actually felt like someone was laying on top of me and wouldn't get off.
I don't know how long it went on - it felt like forever. But I think it was more like an hour. I couldn't get comfortable and I couldn't shake that feeling that someone was on top of me.
After spending the day thinking about it, I am repulsed as to what it actually means. It was a physical memory of when dad was on top of me and molesting me. And that disgusts me to no end.