It all came to a head today. I went shopping at Walmart today to get a few items. Instead of taking the whole cart down the aisle to get one item, I just left the card at the end of the aisle to go retrieve my item and then finish shopping. I was only gone 2 minutes. In that time it took me to go retrieve my item and got back, my cloth shopping bags that I paid for, where gone out of my cart.
The nerve! I've been doing this for quite some time now, and NO ONE, I mean, NO ONE has never bothered my stuff... UNTIL TODAY! These so called M&*#@! F&=*@#!$ had audacity steal from me and then walk away. I searched the store and there weren't in the store. They took those bags and walked out the store! Grrrr!
Then I had to wait for 1/2 hour for the bus with no shade after that incident. HOW LOVELY. Grrrr! By this time, I thinking to myself "Would anything else like to happen? By all means, do it and add more fuel to the fire that's blazing hot right now!" Grrr!
By the time I got home, I was calmed down but that moodiness, edginess and anger towards hubby was still there. Couldn't pinpoint why. The past two weeks had been going smoothly - so I thought.
An hour later, I finally figured what was going on. I was lonely. Me and hubby haven't doing much interaction with each other lately. Every time he was on his computer, he would pop his head phones on and keep them on. I was never able to talk to him without either interrupting him or if I got his attention, if I talked then stopped for a second or two, he would automatically assume that I was done talking and pop those head phones back on.
By the time we went to bed, only a minute or two there. So basically, I wasn't getting much interaction with him and feeling very, very lonely. I told him about this and he apologized and that he would make changes. That was good enough for me and it made me feel better.